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&BEBE GIRL
a section all about me in case you're interested on getting to know the basics. i'll be updating this regularly and adding random stuff that i like.

PROFILE;
quick stats along with some views on life.

CURRENT;
want to keep up to date with me? find out what i was doing during the last update.

MUSIC;
check out what kind of music i like.

VOICE;
i'm often asked what my accent sounds like. so i decided to have some fun with updated shout outs to friends. keep in mind i'm from boston/ny when you listen, mkthx!

THE PROFILE

name. caramia renee'

birthday. march 23

zodiac sign. aries

earth sign. fire

location. boston, ma

occupation. sales

maritul status. happily single

contact. email

websites. kissable

siblings. brother 18yrs

pets. pitbull, alexis

OUTER LOOK

height. 5'1"

weight. 103lbs

eye color. dark green

skin color. olive

ethnicity. 1/2 italian & 1/2 french

hair. medium-long caramel w/ drastic blonde chunks. a big change from my angled hair cut a couple years ago which was shorter than my ears! -.- i'm very tempted to cut it again... but, it was so much work getting it to this length.

piercings. i got my tongue pierced when i first turned 18. other than that i have 3 earrings on each ear. ~~thinking about getting my belly button pierced. then i'll be content.~~ update: got my belly button pierced! it's sooo cute! <3

tattoos.not yet, but i'm getting this dolphin jumping out of the water on my lower back. it's really pretty and looks like a butterfly from a distance. going to get it before summer.

style. i love fashion. i'm often considered trendy, however i consider it tasteful. i like what i like. and i don't care what others think of it. if i'm in my "i feel like dressing to impress" moods (which is most often) you'll catch me in things from bebe, wetseal & contempo, rampage, & H&M, &ardenb.

on the other hand i also have the days where i'm just chillin'. i absolutely adore the grunge prep look. of course it's often incorporated in my trendy attire as well. however, at times you'll catch me wearing ensembles from gap, american eagle, or abercrombie. i add my own li'l twist to prep. thin line of prep, trendy, grunge.

i'm a stylish girl and i like to take what's `in` and put a bit of mia into it. despite my passion for fashion i still Y my tommygirl pj sets! i also cherish my adidas (all day i dream about sex :D), nike, new balance, & polo stuff. my favorite shoe stores are aldoshoes, stevemadden, & 9west.

INNER LOOK

ever been i love? si. i was going to write more about this. but sometimes i have a hard time with letting people know me on the inside.

family? this is a tough subject. and far too long of a story to tell in detail. my father moved away to another state when i was around the age of 16. i'm not really sure how old i was because i didn't care. it just makes me upset that he left my mom here by herself with my brother and i. i know she's lonely even tho she would never admit to it. and they're still married. why he left is beyond me. i guess things got tough and it was easy for him to just run away rather than face his problems. i've never had a good relationship with my dad and i've tried to change that. he wasn't very nice to me when i was younger, but i'm not going to get into it here. i currently live with my mom and my li'l bro. i was living on my own and came back because i know she's depressed. i'm very traditional when it comes to family... just like my mom. i didn't have the best childhood or grow up with the perfect family. despite this, family is one of the most important things to me. i'm a strong person. and i hope to have my own family someday. i've learned a lot from my experiences at home.

religion? i consider myself to be spiritual. no, i do not go to church. i don't sit here and confess about my sins. and i don't pray on a daily basis. i do pray, but in my own way. religion is another touchy subject with me. and of course i won't bore you with a novel filled of my opinions on relgion. i'll tell you this. i wasn't baptised. i'm not christian. but i do have beliefs, so i'm not an atheist either. i have beliefs that i feel very strongly about. i don't agree with having to sin for every mistake you make. we're only human and we all make mistakes. mistakes are what we learn from and one of the ways we become the people we are. bottom line, i don't think death is the ultimate end to life. i think there is more to it. i've studied many different relgions and i think you can find a li'l bit of a select few within me. well, everything other than that satanic bullshit. i'm an open minded person. with anything i believe in, there is good reason.

friends? mkay. i am the biggest tomboy alive. i bet you couldn't tell by looking at me. well, you could when i was younger. i didn't wear a skirt until i was 16! aside from my mom forcing me into dresses while in my toddler and elementary school years. so most of my closest friends are guys. which doesn't make things easy when it comes to dating. i've always been that cool chick. just like one of the guys. man, i can't count how many times they've been talking about chicks to me and asking for my dam opinion. "hey mia, ya think that girl has a nice ass?" "mia, would you fuck her?" i'd always give my honest opinion. if the girl was butt i'd say she's butt. if she was gorgeous, i'd say oh hell yah. i don't get along with girls at all. i have two close friends that are girls and that's it. and we don't even chill that much. just chat away on the phone. it's not my fault i don't get along with girls. shit, i wish i did. cos sometimes there's things you can't talk about with one of the guys. girls are straight bitches. most have jealousy and insecurity issues. i can't stand when i'm judged for the way i look. no, i'm not conceited. but i am confident and i know i don't look like some hairy ass donkey licker. i'm a pretty girl which i'm thankful for. if a girl is pretty i'm not going to hate on her for it. i'd be the one to compliment her. i'm not self centered. i'm not a snob or a stuck up bitch. bitch (at times) yes, stuck up hell no. unfortunately you'd have to actually talk to me to find this out. rather than judge by my looks. anyway, i Y all of my friends. i'd give the world to them and do anything for them. that's how i am. you can always trust and rely on me. if you tell me something... you can be confident it ends with me. to me that's a true friend. but at the same time i have my guard up. once you screw me over or backstab me, that's it. kiss the friendship goodbye. end of story.

music? i am very passionate about music. i don't watch much tv. and i'm constantly listening to some type of music whether it's on my computer, stereo, walkman, or in my car. i listen to a wide variety of music. my favorite kind of music is eurodance, alternative rock, techno, trance, hip-hop, house, rap, r&b, and celtic. music is my inspiration. if i'm feeling happy, sad, hyper, thoughtful, crazy, spontaneous, or whatever... you can guarantee i have some music playing to fit the mood. when i hear a song that i really like or that has meaning to me, i get this tingle inside of me. man, music is like my hubby. the following are currently some of my favorite artists; olive, becca, melanie c, kylie minogue, dee dee, dj sammy, dj doboy, e-rotic, lasgo, milk inc, princessa, prism, robert miles, sylver, unit 5, godsmack, staind, linkin' park, incubus, dave matthews band, creed, adema, marilyn manson, cold, stabbing westward, nin, hoobastank, eminem, nas, jarule, method man, mobb deep, j-lo, ashanti, mary j blige, sash!, alice deejay, amber, louie devito, dj skribble, gigi d' agostino, sarah brightman, loreena mckennitt, enya, pearl jam, limp bizkit, pink floyd, ozzy, black sabbath, no doubt, seven channels, disturbed, puddle of mudd, verve pipe, enigma.

hobbies? dam, my hobbies and lifestyle have changed a lot over the years. i went from being the biggest partying club fanatic out there to a bore. i used to have hella good times. i was always out doing crazy shit. but i was forced to grow up. in fact i grew up way too soon. i still like to go out and have a good time. i love to dance. especially at latin, italian, hip-hop, techno, or house clubs. i'm a spontaneous person and i get bored easily. i like to take chances without thinking twice. i deal with the consequences when they arrive. you only live once and i believe living life to the fullest. at the moment i'm laid back. i'm trying to get my future on track. i want to pursue a career in web design as well as real estate. so my current hobbies would include web design, tanning, going to the beach, music, shopping (of course), street racing, four wheelers (atvs, movies, camping, dancing, writing, casinos, video games, spending time with family & friends. i can't wait till my career is set and i can start living la vida loca again! i want to travel around the world.

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CURRENTLY

date. 09-28-02 @ 04:06AM EST

mood.

determined

wearing. faded jeans & tank

hair. messy up do

drinking. crystal light

eating. nada

talking to. cici

eargasm. 3lw

doing. updating site

thinking. i should get to bed

pluggin. p1nk

to do. cancel old checking acct, job search

LYRICALLY SPEAKING

paulina rubio - don't say goodbye
you can dry my tears. but you can't stop the pain inside. i'm trying to hide. as i hold you near. i know i have to pull away. you know that I can't stay. all of my life, no one has touched me the way that you do. wherever i go i know that the road will lead back to you. so don't say goodbye. don't turn away. it doesn't have to end today. don't say goodbye. cause I will love you 'til the end of time. don't say goodbye.

can you feel my love inside. the way that my body's sighing. with your every breath, i try to memorize every move you're making. so i will never forget. the way that you feel. whenever your heart is beating with mine. wherever I go, i'll keep my memories of you inside. don't say goodbye. don't turn away. it doesn't have to end today. don't say goodbye. cause I will love you 'til the end of time. don't say goodbye.

don't say goodbye. we'll never be apart. we'll see the same stars. just close your eyes and I'll be where you are. don't say goodbye. cause if you say that word. . . my heart won't survive.

the circle of the moon. the rising of the sun. we'll be together soon. our story's just begun. time will bring us near. i'll never be too far. oh, baby, don't you fear. i'll always be where you are. don't say goodbye. don't turn away. it doesn't have to end today. don't say goodbye. cause I will love you 'til the end of time. don't say goodbye.

CURRENT PLAYLIST

paulina rubio - don't say goodbye

dj sammy - we're in heaven [remix]

eminem - sing for the moment

nelly - dilema

amber - sexual [plasma remix]

melanie c - never be the same again

cindy lauper - girls just wanna have fun

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